I was going to try to always keep this upbeat and positive but I need to get something off my chest.....Please people stop telling me how sorry you are for me. I and every other military spouse out there DO NOT want people feeling sorry for us. My husband did not die he is just at work for a while. I am fully aware of how much it sucks and how hard it is to be a single parent so please stop telling me how you just don't think you could do it. I really don't have a choice and I am trying really hard to make the best out of a shitty situation. No I didn't want him to leave and yes I miss him all the time but when you look at me and YOU get all teary what the hell do you think that does to me?!? I have dug out my Super Woman cape and am going to be just fine. I may have my moments but don't we all? I don't need sympathy I need support. I need to laugh and relax not answer a million and one questions about whether or not I worry about Joe getting shot ( and yes I have had to answer this one a few times) or my favorite "Do you miss him?" Are you kidding me? seriously this is a dumb question. How about instead you ask what Joes address is so you can write him OR even better ask me to go out for a drink sometime...now that would be awesome!
O.K. I feel a little better. Please know this wasn't directed at any one person I just needed to get it out.
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